Is frustrated you and upset you and get you angry at me.

The other night was bad and I am sorry. “Everything has to be about you” that has been bugging me. Is it really like that? Because I don’t know. “I always reply to everything you want can’t I do something I fucking want for a change” you made talking to me sound like a chore.

honestly everything you said that night is rinnging in my head. It’s bugging me even more today and I want to cry.

I’ve made up my mind. I won’t talk to you first. I won’t ask you to call if you don’t reply for over an hour I won’t go and message you.

And from now on I will act as if I’m okay. I won’t go to you for anything anymore I promise. This is how I’m going to pay you back. Don’t worry about me anymore.

Im now ready to cry and I have to go out tonight. But it’s to a dogger game so it will be fun right?

You’re enough for me. You mean the world to me. You have no idea what you mean to me or how much I care for you.

But I know I’m not enough for you. And that I’m useless to you.

In the end this all just hurts.